cold

i m tired, tired of beeing myself all the time
tired of the smiles
the time is not changing, i m here, at the same, feeling the same
it is too much for me.
I want to stay, and live the calm
the light
I will never know what it is
you stole my words
and i m trying to write, trying to breath
it is hard
i wish it could be easier, but it is not

I don t know how to love
the way they want
completly
other person
i m bloked
missing somethig that i really don t know
I wish it could be simple, but it is not

who cares?
A cold person!
I m not
and you should not be